Feelings~

it's been awhile since i left my blog abandoned.

oh ya!
grandma passed away edi~
after the few days i did the last post.
honest speaking, i was not sad..
maybe i was prepared for that... =)

life at campus now... damn busy...
busy about presentation, notice board competition, keroncong...

oh ya! i spent RM300++ on a guitar...
hehek... hope it worth it!

i'm trying to make myself happy,
but why?
i still feel something is missing?
someone who i can really talk to...

mayb it's my faith i wont meet my another partner?
i may seem desperate, but i'm not, ok?
i still have my own principle!
i can't stand reading love story.
i cant stand reading love notes on facebook!
i can't stand ppl's facebook punya couple photo!
i can't stand ppl saying how good is it to have another half!
i can't stand ppl's facebook saying in relationship!
i can't stand ppl starting a new relationship!
i can't stand listening to love song!
ARGH!!!!!!! kill me! i running away with all of these..
i feel so damn down knowing all of these.
it's not like i dislike couple, juz felt so kosong... =(

i'm trying to make myself feel that i'm actually used to the single life,
but i'm not lo!

fine! get used to it! there's no other way to choose anyway...

gambateh!